So my fiance left today, I've been crying a lot and trying to distract myself.

I've been awake since roughly 2am and it's now 10pm at night, I swear I'm not tired.

Today I bought myself a pretty awesome digital scale for the kitchen. I'm so happy that I can control my portion sizes now and measure out each thing I'm eating. That way I'm not over-eating and wondering why I feel like a stuffed chicken after a meal.

So now I can control my diet a lot more, which makes me very happy :)

I should go to sleep as I have work at 7am, sigh.